Its 2:20 am and day two without my fiancé or baby. I should be relaxing, watching HGTV, or cramming our small apartment with more junk, right? I just can’t sit still, I’ve been thinking too much about potential robbers, and I have a homemade body wrap on so I’m sweating and uncomfortable. The first time I tried one of these I put Ace wraps on but they kept moving and it was just pointless. So now I’ve just been putting on the lotion mixed with apple cider vinegar, then the Saran Wrap (thick, or it moved everywhere) and trying to go to bed. But I have no love to cuddle up to me, no baby to scream at me to wake up and feed him, and only the breast pump to save me from being engorged. I can’t complain about not being woken up by B, but I keep waking up anyway since I’m so used to it 😦 so I might as well have a reason to be up right?